Reborn problems?

     This is a story that i wanna share with you guys. So last summer was the best summer ever. We had so much fun and we were all happy. But there was a reason why we were always so happy. Our group started using   drugs. And no i'm not proud of it but i mean it was fun at that time. Long story short  on of our friends got caught  and after that our group wasn't involved in drugs until this summer. So couple of  our friends started acting weird and we knew that they were using again but at that time they did't hang out with us so much. Then one of our friends friend came here from another town. And that's kinda how it started again  BUT this time  i wasn't involved! And i'm proud of myself. Because there has been so many times that i have been so close to ask if i could join them. One of our newest friends joined them too and we girls were so angry at him because he was such a sweet and young boy and we didn't want him to go with them  but he did. I mean yeah  it' his own decision but still. Last Saturday when i was alone with the boys  they were like smoking and they were so high. Then on of my closest friends came there and yeah she was a bit drunk but she started to yell at the guys and me. She said some mean things that she shamed the next morning but she also did good because the young sweet boy of ours hasn't touched drugs since   or so he said.  But  i just wanna believe him  and i'm so prod of him.
    In other news  next week is gonna be the  last week at work and i'm so happy!  I'm so tired of the work  it's so exhausting. And tomorrow  i have a day off and i'm so happy about that too because today i was out with my friends and we had so much fun and i did't have to watch to clock all the time! We were out hunting Pokémon's  for like two hours and we found Pikachu! We were all so hyped! It's was so much fun.  And  i just noticed that at the moment   everything is okay. I just yesterday did like a real end to my '' relationship '' with the boy who did more bad to me than good. I just said that i don't wanna talk to him in any forms and i said that i don't even want us to have a streak on Snapchat. Okay i may had taken it too far but still. And everything is just good. Hope you have a great day!

Summer vacation?

      So i just finished my 9th grade and my '' basic '' school ( the school system is different here in Finland  ) and the next step is to go to collage i think. We have been on summer vacation for like over a month but i have had vacation for like two weeks because i have been working  and i hate it. I mean yeah i know that i'm gonna get money out of it but it just sucks because this is the last summer that i can hang out with most of my friends and i go to work at 7 and my day ends at 15.30. So my days are pretty much like  wake up at 6 o'clock, go to work, get home, eat and rest for a little while, go out with friends, be home by 21.30, go to sleep.  I'ts really hard and i would really like just quit but i my last three weeks starts tomorrow so i'll just try and get through them.  
    My life has been a bit of a mess lately. My friends have had hard times and i have had. One of my best friends just broke up with his boyfriend, i was mad to my best friend for a long time, i could had had a boyfriend at one point but  i pushed him away because  he did more bad to me then good.  I decided that i would't get any feelings towards any one this summer but that plan also just blew to my face. There is this new boy that came to hang out with us  and he is really sweet and funny and  yeah. And  now i have feelings for him ( thumbs up )  BUT i will try and control my feelings.  But let's not go too sad and deep  so i'll tell you guys about yesterday. So here where i live we had yesterday this little thing called  venefestarit. It's like this thing where people gather to this place near the beach. There you can drink and dance and eat and stuff, it's really fun. So we were yesterday there but we were like next to the  '' dancing place '' ( there's a big grass area where like all the '' younger '' people gather ). And we had so much fun  we were so dunk and we were falling all over the places and we just had so much fun <3 We were the last group that was there and we went home at like 4 o'clock. Whoops.   I love these guys so much and i wish that we could be friends forever <3  I'm just scared that what will happen after schools start.  But well see then.  Bye