Summer vacation?

      So i just finished my 9th grade and my '' basic '' school ( the school system is different here in Finland  ) and the next step is to go to collage i think. We have been on summer vacation for like over a month but i have had vacation for like two weeks because i have been working  and i hate it. I mean yeah i know that i'm gonna get money out of it but it just sucks because this is the last summer that i can hang out with most of my friends and i go to work at 7 and my day ends at 15.30. So my days are pretty much like  wake up at 6 o'clock, go to work, get home, eat and rest for a little while, go out with friends, be home by 21.30, go to sleep.  I'ts really hard and i would really like just quit but i my last three weeks starts tomorrow so i'll just try and get through them.  
    My life has been a bit of a mess lately. My friends have had hard times and i have had. One of my best friends just broke up with his boyfriend, i was mad to my best friend for a long time, i could had had a boyfriend at one point but  i pushed him away because  he did more bad to me then good.  I decided that i would't get any feelings towards any one this summer but that plan also just blew to my face. There is this new boy that came to hang out with us  and he is really sweet and funny and  yeah. And  now i have feelings for him ( thumbs up )  BUT i will try and control my feelings.  But let's not go too sad and deep  so i'll tell you guys about yesterday. So here where i live we had yesterday this little thing called  venefestarit. It's like this thing where people gather to this place near the beach. There you can drink and dance and eat and stuff, it's really fun. So we were yesterday there but we were like next to the  '' dancing place '' ( there's a big grass area where like all the '' younger '' people gather ). And we had so much fun  we were so dunk and we were falling all over the places and we just had so much fun <3 We were the last group that was there and we went home at like 4 o'clock. Whoops.   I love these guys so much and i wish that we could be friends forever <3  I'm just scared that what will happen after schools start.  But well see then.  Bye