Boys -.-

     So yeah. Last time i wrote there was this drug thing but now everything is okay. My friend is no longer in any trouble. She's not grounded and her father is starting to trust her again. Although she still has to be by 8 at home on school nights. But i'm still so happy for her.
          School has been okay. We have had like few tests already and it's gone good. I had a 10- ( like an A in England and American grade things ) and i was so glad so that it went so well :)  But next week we have like 3 tests and i'm kinda nervous. But i'm trying my best.  
          So that title. I think every one has guy problems. But i'm like so shy and so awkward person around my crushes. Like this one day i just went and talked to my crush. And i just said to him straight that yea i like u and i just want to know if i have a chance with you. It didn't went as i thought that it would went. He just said that he doesn't like me like that way and then in the end he just said that he doesn't want to hurt me. But he was sweet because he didn't want to hurt me. And also i didn't want that it would go awkward between us but i don't think that it's awkward. But yeah at this point i maybe would had done it little differently. I think i would of started first just by talking to him and get to know him a bit more. But then on the other hand i'm glad i did it like that. Because i have liked him since like the beginning of summer so i had had enough of waiting. But yea i still like him. A lot. But it is what it is and i'm okay with it.  
    But yeah that was all <3 See u later  lov u

Drugs? :/

     Okay what the fuck? Where did the summer go? Just like a few days ago here was warm and the sun was shining and we were on the beach. It was so much fun! And then suddenly school started and it started raining and it got real cold real fast. And now it's practically autumn. It's so weird. So i forgot to tell u guys what happened in these few weeks.
     So on summer time there was this thing going on that practically everyone in our group wanted to try drugs. And a few of our friends had some weed or something. And so it started. First it was just a few of our friends how tried it but suddenly there was a lot of people trying out. And one of them was me. And last week on Tuesday. Our friend got caught. And so the police and everyone else u know, started to take testes on her friends. Us. And some people had like smoked a week ago ( back then ) but me and her and a few friends had smoked like on Monday. And we were so stressed out by this. Many of my friends had to go to those testes but i didn't. Yet i mean but still. I was so lucky. But i also told my parents about it. But they weren't so mad about it. And i was so glad about it. So now my friends (the only one how got caught ) she is grounded but she gets to came out again next week <3 I'm so glad!! But i learned also about this thing. I will not go anywhere near drugs. I swear. This has been so awful. But yeah. That was it. I'll talk with you guys later. Bye :3

School

     So yeah. Summer was and now it's gone. I can't believe how quick time goes. But this summer was one of the best i had <3 I got new friends and a new crush ;) But yea that summer was good even though it wasn't very warm.   So nothing really big happened this summer. I went to confirmation school and there was really fun. It was actually a camp but whatever. So in the camp OMG  it was so much fun even though we were there like 6 days. We had so much fun and our priest was so proud of us how we all are so close. And were because most of us who were in the camp has been in the same elementary school so that'why. But yeah we are actually so close friends that some of us almost started crying on the last night at the camp. Because it was so much fun and i love those people but we still wanted to go back home. And on the last night we started thinking that this is gonna be our last year in school when we are all together. And we started crying with the girls. And now school has started. And i mean i'm happy because it's our last year in high school. But i don't want to think that it's our last year together. I just want to enjoy this last year as long as i can.

I forgot this O.O

    Well hello there stranger! Long time no see!... Ou I'm so sorry! I have almost forgotten this blog. But now i promise that i will write more! I PROMISE! So I'm gonna tell you what has been going on. So HERE WE GO!

Autumn:
   So Autumn was really bark and muddy. I though about Joni a lot. And at one day he just came to me and just started talking to me on Skype...  i was like... Bitch you know how u talking to? But then BOOM! And at some point he just stopped talking to me... Weird but good... for me though : D

Winter:
  Ah me love the winter time. So much snow, Christmas <3 So at school we had our
independence days dance and it wasn't that bad because i got to dance with this one gay that is super cute <3 And no this time it's not Joni or any one like that : D   But yea and that day i felt pretty :3 In the Christmas holidays My sister from Helsinki came to visit. She was here about 2 weeks. We had so much fun :3 And i was happy because the whole family was back home <3  So then came New Years eve. It was an awesome night. I was drunk and my mom let me be out side until 1 am! It was the best New Years eve. EVER!

Spring:

  So this spring has been better by school things. And i have almost forgotten Joni. Just almost. Last Friday i found out that he had called me a whore. And now i want to know why. After i know why i think then. Just then i can lay him to rest. And never thing of that bastard again. And i have been also drunk sometimes :D It was fan but this one time i was kissing with this one guy i don't even like.  -.- Stupid me... But yea. I think i'll be writing more stuff here. S see you soon :3  BYE!